To me in the next life...

 I hope you have better life than me. I hope your mom is still alive until u got a job. Please choose ipa instead of ips and choose fkh or any subject that u like. You are poor at socializing skills, so pls worken up your hardskills. Don't choose ips, you can't socialize. Or pls just talk to people and sksd. Don't try to play hard to get and to be seen as "cool". Please cherish your mom as long she is still alive. Yeah "if". I wish i die right now, or i just wanna be born again.