try.. again...?

it sucks

risperidone 5mg.

i cried again after i went to my psychologist and psychiatrist.

i can't.

it burdens me so much.

i just want to cut myself again everytime i open instagram.

i cried loudly again today..? should i continue....? or i stop?

i dislike everything, i hate everything, i even hate myself.

my head hurt.